Graduated! .... and depression and tmnt rambles.

DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!!!

Okay, so I have been done for a while, but I haven't made time to visit my deviant art pages in a while. I'm trying to reply to all my comments, sorry if it's been so long you forgot who I am. lol
Here's my portfolio website: www.ashleymaloneartist.wix.com…

On to depressing stuff....
 
So a few days ago my 15 year old dog died. She died in my room, I was there when she went, and its very disturbing. I've been thinking about it a lot, I really just want my dog back, I know her body is gone, but I really want my dog back, we gave her to the vet to be cremated, and I'm really worried about them hurting her body. I've had her so long I never pictured losing her, but I knew she wasn't going to last the night, I knew because my cats knew, so I took her to my room.

I don't care how immature or stupid it sounds, I want my dog, I want Rose. I don't want another dog. I don't want a box full of ashes either. I don't want people telling me it's okay, or I'm sorry, I just want my dog.

So yeah, that's life. I'll get over it eventually... hopefully, cause I haven't drawn much since.

....Seriously don't send me sappy comments, or tell me to be logical or to get over it, just give me a or something if you understand what I'm saying. I just want my dog back.

Okay, yeah so that was depressing as heck, so I'll continue this journal a bit to help alleviate the boohoo, poor me, crap.

What to do with my self now that I'm graduated? Do I change my profile from art student to professional? Do I stay at home a work retail that rest of my life? Do I go bankrupt from student loans... WARNING WARNING! Going into depression land again....


Whew that was close....

Ahem

Okay.... how about the latest ninja turtle episode?

I was so excited for the turtles to finally save Karai, and then after what happened to her my only thought was "Gee, Splinter's life sucks goat milk!" Also, "SHREDDER ACTUALLY CARES FOR KARAI!" He was actually upset about her mutation! They need to make an episode all about Splinter, and the turtles can be in it in like... the last 5 minutes of the show or something... hmm... maybe I should do a fancomic.... 

I also really like metalhead rewired. Donnie's life is suck fest too! UGH... I love him and his stupid robot! I still love Donnie, I don't think he's a creeper for liking April, but I never focus on the romantic relationships, so I don't think about it much. From what I gather from tumblr everyone dislikes Donnie and his crush, poor Donnie, he's just a kid who has never seen a girl in his life until April, cut him some slack you guys.

I also liked the episode where Raph trades brain with a Kranng, except the ending... the ending was weak and awkward to me.

Okay... I'm too tired to try and write anymore. Blahhhh it's not like anyone is going to read this far anyway. And if you did read this far then the secret word for today is: Bean. So there you go, be free little reader, be free and read no more!